The Power of Conscious Creation: Awakening the “I AM” Within

May 27, 2025

The I AM of man is God. God is the consciousness of man.

This morning I realized I was starting to wake up and chose not to open my eyes. I stayed in that sleep slumber where I was unaware of my physical surroundings. I was not yet conscious of my body. I had not fully awakened to realize that I was a man in his late 50’s who had fallen asleep on the couch in Cherry Valley, California.

I could hear the sound of ocean waves, yet I’m two hours away from the nearest beach. I was caught between two realities. I knew somehow that if I opened my eyes I would begin to fully awaken and lose this moment. So I began to just work with it.

The Beach Reality

I AM at the beach. I was fully conscious that I was at the beach. I could feel silk sheets and was aware that I was at a fancy hotel. I started to move my legs to feel the silk sheets and realized that I was moving my body on the couch as well.

I was simultaneously in two worlds at the same time.

As I began to move around on my couch in THIS reality, I suddenly began to wake up and the beach scene immediately started to fade. I could tell that I was starting to be conscious of another reality. I was aware enough to realize that I didn’t want to leave the beach scene, so I quit moving my legs on the couch and allowed my awareness to return to the beach hotel. I started to fall asleep again but kept my consciousness there at the beach as my body drifted off.

I could feel the separation from my earthly body and my consciousness. The beach scene became so lucid that I literally believed I was at the beach with the girlfriend of my dreams and my son in a fancy hotel.

There was a knowing, deep within my “knower” that I was choosing this reality.  I was fully aware that this was not a dream but an actual parallel reality that I was choosing.

I AM is the consciousness of man. I AM here at the beach. Wherever I place my consciousness, there I fully AM.

It was as if I was being led by an invisible teacher giving me hands-on training. I followed the leading and did what I was being guided to do.

The Credit Union Experience

I could hear a voice speaking to me, pulling me in a direction but I could not hear it audibly. It was more real than an audible voice. It led me to my credit union by suggestion. Once I decided to place my consciousness there, I was next in line at the bank. I was literally there.

I could distinctly remember seeing my favorite teller waving at me to come over. I saw the blue carpet and smelled the distinct smell. I could feel the black strap barrier and the pole used to keep people in line.  In other words, I was fully conscious of being there. I had placed my focus there and appeared there. I had a conversation with the teller about the camper trailer I just sold as I put a pile of cash on the counter. I saw her reaction to the amount of money as I explained to her that my son and I made the trailer. She summoned her supervisor to approve the amount because it was so large. I could see her divide her focus between my story and listening to her supervisor at the same time. The details were so lucid.

Navigating in this realm was instant. You moved from place to place by willing it. In other words, you decided you wanted to go somewhere using your intention and instantly you were there. When I imagined being back at the hotel I was instantly there. The three of us were on the beach. I could feel the sand in my ears but as I lifted my hands to wipe away the sand, I realized I was also doing so from the couch. But as I did so, I began to lose awareness of the beach scene and began to be conscious that I was on my couch.

I was able to control it with my intention and get back to the beach by not moving on my couch and consciously choosing what I wanted to experience. I began to understand the lesson. Wherever you decide to place your consciousness IS your current reality.

The Teaching Moment

As I began to fall into that groggy state of mind again, I could sense my teacher. I knew that this moment was actually happening and that it wasn’t a dream. I knew somehow that it was a parallel reality of a different version of me that I was choosing. I knew that I could choose to be the man on the couch or the same man on the beach.

It was my choice.

I remember how easy the choice was without the voice in my head interfering and sabotaging it. There was no tug of war in my head, no limiting thoughts to talk me out of choosing the more abundant, joyful life.

Without words, I could hear, “Let’s get you a check.” Nothing happened until I intended to get one. I was given the opportunity to decide how much I wanted. It was an instant choice and I was catapulted to a desk where I could feel the hand of another in my hand. I was on my couch and could feel someone’s hand in mine, as the banker at a desk in my credit union was shaking my hand.

Again I was in two worlds at the same time. Experiencing different random senses simultaneously. I dared not move my earthly body that was on the couch, but I was fully aware that I could feel a hand in mine in both realities. As I fully woke twenty minutes later I realized I had fallen asleep with one hand inside of the other on my chest.

At the bank the teller handed me a check for an amount I had never seen before in this reality. I could feel the check in my hand. I could see the laser printed numbers and saw my name next to “pay to the order of.” I remember the feelings were so vivid, so lucid, so strong. The feelings were intense. I was fully conscious that I had no more financial worries.

There was no thought, just imagination and feelings. I was led by desire and as I began to “use my intention and my imagination” I would suddenly be wherever I willed to be. There was no “time” in this realm.

I was able to caress my girlfriend’s face and move her hair away from her eyes and felt her wet hair in my hand. My senses were heightened. I distinctly remember that there was no thought, just awareness. Wherever I was at the moment, I was fully aware. There was only the present moment. No past, no future, just right now.

The Deeper Lesson

I cannot put into words the lesson I received deep within as my teacher was showing me how to create. I will do my best to explain.

First of all I was aware that the teacher was me, yet I was having a conversation with another. Some would say it was my higher self, some would say it was God Source Creator. It didn’t matter to me how I labeled it. I just knew this powerful awareness was speaking to me from within me.

My lesson was hands-on in order for me to retain it. I was about to learn from experience, not words or intellect.

I could tell that I was starting to wake up while on the couch and this time I was not able to stop it. As my eyes opened I began to move around and could feel my awareness leave the beach and shift to my couch. I remember not knowing where or who I was but knowing I was still conscious that I was shifting realities. As I opened my eyes I was so shocked to be in this reality because the other one on the beach was so real. It was so real that I thought I was dreaming about falling asleep on a couch in California.

Upon wakening I looked around and did not recognize my living room or my couch. I was still looking for a beach. I heard a voice say, “No way” and realized it was my body reacting to the reality shift. I instantly rejected it and closed my eyes once I realized where my awareness was. I allowed myself to go back to sleep and hung on to my consciousness while my body once again drifted off to sleep.

Pure Consciousness Unleashed

It is hard to explain but in essence my body was asleep while my consciousness was fully awake. I then was able to choose wherever I wanted to go without the ego mind interfering. I was unlimited. There were no “thoughts” that anything was impossible. I could go anywhere I wanted to go and I could be anything I wanted to be. I wasn’t defined by a body. I could be a rabbit or a giraffe or have no body at all. I was just pure consciousness. Fully aware of everything and void of any illusions of limitation.

On the couch my body had an itch. As I started to scratch it, I immediately lost awareness on the beach and began to slip into the one on the couch where my earthly body was. This back and forth continued until I realized I was able to choose where to place my consciousness. I was able to control it with my “will.” Not thought.

There is a difference.

Thought is ego. Thought is body. Thought is mind. Your will, your intention, doesn’t use words. Will has a voice and a drive, a strong energy, but does not use words. It’s a feeling deep within, a grit that drives you but doesn’t speak. I was able to fully recognize the distinct difference between the ego thoughts and the voice of my “knower.”

The Ultimate Revelation

The deep revelation I kept receiving was that the “I AM” of man is God. The consciousness of man is God. And we are all one. The same consciousness that is looking through your eyes is the same consciousness looking through my eyes. It is just pure consciousness, placing its awareness in different bodies to experience different scenarios.

Just like AI, with each individual conscious experience the collective grows wiser.

Without the influence of the ego mind and its limitations I was clearly able to see that we can choose where to put our awareness to experience anything we desire. But I was also able to see how we tend not to believe in this truth once we are back in the body and listen to the voice in our head.

The lesson was so deep that words cannot explain but I was aware that the ego mind and the body is where the doubt and limitations come from. It is a limitation program that we must separate from. I had to choose to ignore the ego’s pull and not allow it to have a voice. I had to choose to be conscious in the reality I desire.

Whenever the body tried to pull me out of that unlimited reality and into a limited, doubtful, and fearful reality I had the ability to place my awareness anywhere I chose. I also realized that listening to the voice in our head, listening to the limitation program was also a choice that we tend to make when we lose sight of who we are and how powerful we are as consciousness.

The Golden Key

I wish the English language had the capability to explain in depth the lessons I learned. I hope I did a good enough job getting the message across.

We must muster the willpower to choose where to maintain and keep our focus. We have to know that we are not this body and choose not to identify with it. We have the ability to experience the life we want and we are given the freedom to choose the life we don’t want by identifying with the body and the ego mind. I explain more on this in my 4 course, Why am I Here?

I know now, that it is my choice and awareness or consciousness is the key to it all. It is the golden key that unlocks whichever you choose to be conscious of.

Coach Joe

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